soul searching

Me: im kinda starting to forget why i went into medicine
need to do some soul searching but im pretty bad at that

Daniel: yeah i think there was some validity to what dr white said about burn out month
i felt it pretty bad my first week on GI
its a busy service and i was coming off vacation
i was pretty overwhelmed and got discouraged and had a day i was like fuck why did i go to medical school
but i think when you get the hang of the rotation your on it changes really fast

Me: agreed

 Daniel:  so im sure youll find your soul real fast
i think only you know whats the best for you since you know your limitations and strengths the most

 Daniel:  you need to make the decision and not someone else

 Me:  i want someone else to make the decision so im not held responsible for it

 Daniel:  haha yeah i feel the same way

Daniel:  how important is having free time

 Me:  important
as well as sleep, i need sleep

 Daniel:  do e med
 done
i decided

 Me:  good. thats all i needed